He Loves Me Part 1
Things got more serious for Ray and I and we decided it would be best to stop counseling. We knew what we were doing was blatantly wrong in and the idea of meeting at the church wasn’t appealing...
View ArticleHe Loves Me Part 2
Full of rattled nerves and a knotted up stomach, Ray and I finally met face to face to talk about the future of our relationship. I was sure it had come to an end. We had crossed more than one moral...
View ArticleThe Fallout
In the course of three weeks we would go from that parking lot conversation to being the most talked about people in our part of the county. After we made the decision to do whatever it took to be...
View ArticleOur Scarlet Letter
Eventually Ray and I would gather up enough courage to see each other again. The time that we spent apart was terrible but we both had our own disasters to deal with. In an attempt to protect me he...
View ArticleCall for Stories of Fallen Women
For those of you who have been following my story there will be more to come. Soon I will be taking a brief pause to share another story. This past week I have been contacted by more than one person...
View ArticleFinding a Church
Before our affair got physical I left our church in search of a new place to worship. It was important to me to find a place that supported the same beliefs as me and one that would help me to instill...
View ArticleDoes Someone Like Me Deserve to Be Happy?
Does someone like me deserve to be happy? It depends on who you ask. To be honest, depending on my particular mood on any given day my answer to that question will change. There are many who live by...
View ArticleAlli’s Story, Part One
What you are about to read is not an account written by myself, Allison Carroll (fallenpastorswife), but one written by another fallen woman who God has connected me with throughout my journey. Her...
View ArticleAlli’s Story, Part Two
What you are about to read is not an account written by myself, Allison Carroll (fallenpastorswife), but one written by another fallen woman who God has connected me with throughout my journey. Her...
View ArticleThree Little Words
When someone you have wronged forgives you, how do you know? Most likely they will tell you won’t they? Even if they don’t say the words you just know it right? The answer to those two questions is…...
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